One of the lies that sink in us - independent is good; you got to be
independent and strong!!!
This principle has been developed and builds up in us through schools
values, public or family.
It’s so tough to admit or to say that “I need Him!!!”
But got to tell you the painful truth, is that you are made in a way. We are
made to lean on Him, Jesus Christ. Rely on His love, presence, word and
worship.
Only letting go of our pride then we will be able to experience freedom,
where we will not be drained, burned, crushed, and wear out.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Lean not on your own understanding but His….
Philippians 3:7-8
…the infinite value of knowing Christ Jesus as my Lord...
Enjoy the journey, throughout every single day of our life.
And strong Josephine has became stronger in relying on Him, because He is the strong and ALMIGHTY.
I am sure no one can deny that. ---------------------------------------------------------
Listening to the heavy rain drops and looking at the grey sky, buses, cars and motorcycles running on the highway just comfort my heart. Slows down things, bringing my body to a rest mood. Thank you Jesus for today's weather. You always knows what I needed.
Even though is not the last day, but it felt everything has ended. End of my Uni life. End of my England journey.
Mixed feelings!!! Complicated!!! Felt very happy and at the same time very down. Split second mood swing. This is what I called serious mood swing.
Thanks for all my classmates (University of Huddersfield, 2012 photography graduate class). Everyone has made me feel really welcome, I really enjoyed being with you guys! Everyone! 22 of you + 3 of you who went to placement year. And I mean it from the bottom of my heart. If I don't talk much to you doesn't mean I dislike you. It is just because of my shyness. Hehehehe... And if any of you happen to drop by Singapore. I will be your free tour guide without any hesitation. Drop me a message on Facebook anytime. For right now I gonna say goodbye! But we never know, we might meet at another part of the world in the near future. Take care everyone and continue to let your passion burn!
This is really the day I want to remember so much. Just wanted to capture every detail of it! (every person I came across, every words they say, everything I have encountered. Just want to curved all in my mind and heart.
Sorry to some of my close friends who I meet in England, that I just a person who come and go. But never will I forget anyone. Life in England has been great because I felt warmth from you guys! My heart is really arching right now...arhzzzz Keep in contact on Facebook ok! Don't ever forget me or else I will hate you for life!!!
I have to tell myself to look forward right now! May the next journey begins and embrace me! :)
Thank God for all of the above! ---------------------------------------------------------
Illusion: The grass seems greener on the other side
It is not that the grass is green on another side, it is just an illusion that I have. SO JOSEPHINE, WAKE UP! When I am in Singapore, I always think of going overseas. But when I am in England schooling, or overseas for travel purposes, I felt like going home.
I have realised, the grass I am on for every moment may not be the best, but let me treasure that every moment. Because I wanted to, to treasure whatever I have now, whatever I am learning, wherever I am right at that moment.
Let each moment of my life never be neglected. Everyday there is things to do, to learn and to love.
For example today, many unpleasent things happen: 1. I left my 2012 Dairy in class, but I will be going back tommorrow to look for it. 2. I was locked out of my house, because my housemate is late again. 3. Job offered did not match my expectation. 4. Time running out, not enough resources to advance my project.
But there are many other great things happened too: 1. I was able to help one of my classmates today, by contributing to his project. 2. I have got even better idea which will strengthen my final year project. 3. My housemate gave me a Starbucks drink....yummmy...... 4. My housemate gave me a taro coconut milk tea too. 5. Many job offers, but not sure which too pick.
I have lifted all my worries to God, letting Him to lead my every moment.
